Being a missionary is kind of like childbirth…it’s awesome, but nobody tells you how much it hurts!!
Is it worth it? Of course!
Do you think so at the time??
Well, the jury is still out on that one. Our ‘baby’ is still not talking or walking or doing any cool tricks! We are still at the early stages of seeing fruit. We have faith that the Lord is in this work and that there WILL be fruit. There are even days where we see clear evidence that seeds are germinating… Spring IS coming!! But right now…it’s kind of a struggle. Even though the air is hot and humid, winter seems to abound. We are in that transition time where you know you are onto something good but haven’t quite got there yet. Too late to turn around and throw in the towel, but too early to start sending up fireworks and having a grand celebration!
Sometimes we experience things and have feelings that seem too raw…too caustic to share. This is right on the edge of one of those things. Hopefully there is grace enough on your end to glean from it what is valuable and throw away the rest!
In all of this, we KNOW God is good…He is still on the throne and He is faithful!
It is our own weakness, our own pathetic human nature that is causing us to stumble.
There have been enough obstacles to make us question if we are capable of finishing what God has called us to accomplish.
The easy answer to that?
NO!! A resounding NO!! WE are NOT capable…
But He is…
He is…
…He WILL!
Nobody told us this…but that doesn’t matter!
Actually, it does matter…it is important that nobody told us this…
Because if we HAD known…then what?
Would we give it all?
Will you?
